I didn’t need to see that

It was an image that is very enticing…exciting…titillating…it only exists in my mind. It made me so fascinated. Almost as fascinated as when this individual speaks to me.

But I don’t like to think so disrespectfully of my superiors. Entertaining this lens upon them is not healthy for me. My conscious self has done a very good job lately of filtering out my libidinous tendencies when reflecting on my experiences with mentors, but my subconscious…it cracks. It perverts.

Please give me something else and someone else to think about.